better off dead

yesterday it was 25th may :]
spent the day with love.
went to the church in the morning and then met up with love in the afternoon (3plus)
we went roller blading! and talked ALOT :D because it has been DAYS, WEEKS & MONTHS since i've seen her!
yup rollerbladed.. and i was embarassing myself the whole time :/ i fell? because i wanted to take the easy way out. yeah, i deserve it. so i ended up spilling half the packet of my coconut drink :/ aiya, many things happened :D
had yong tau fu @interchange and went to expo to shop(? you know there's food fest.. and some other sale..) and her parents fetch me home :D
yeah, had a great time with her!
but no worries, i'll be seeing her VERY often! every sunday at the reservoir :D

today.
im DAM tired. forced myself up in the morning..
i left my house at 8.50am when lecture starts at 9am. but i was lucky enough as the bus did not take a very long time to reach my bus stop. tut and lec were boring (as usual).. and guess what? term tests' NEXT WEEK.. in fact its NEXT MONDAY :[ goodness...

i am so going to fail alrd ):
i've lost all motivation to study..
i cant seem to make myself study..
last minute studying no longer work for me..
there's a project due this friday and i have no freaking idea on it..
term tests starts next week..
and i know nothing abt what i've studied for the past 4 weeks?..
im D.E.A.D esp for microecon = maths.. i seriously SUCK at math :[ i cant do maths..
someone make me study! :[
study or goodbye to cynthia.....

im tired.... byebye :[